live fast and die young

hmm

Sat, 14 Apr 2012 22:49:02 -0400

hmm

SUCK IT UP

Sat, 14 Apr 2012 21:23:00 -0400

the past 3 days of isolation and repetitive action made me think of my actions that has resulted to this punishment that i accepted without any hesitation or resistance because i decided that i was at fault, suck it up and accepted it regardless the consequences. i’ve seen others committing the same mistakes but they manage escape whatever i got. LUCKY bastards with no INTEGRITY.

everyday is on repeat, over and over again. suck it up, is what i tell myself when i look in the mirror at 5 am in the morning everyday and subsequently every 2 hours.

25 more days to go.

TODAY'S SCHEDULE

Sun, 01 Jan 2012 04:17:13 -0500

EAT>SMOKE>9GAG>SLEEP>REPEAT.

I will put my past behind and start a new, bear no grudges and be happy!!!

Sat, 31 Dec 2011 11:36:39 -0500

I will put my past behind and start a new, bear no grudges and be happy!!!

I will greet this day with a smile

Sat, 31 Dec 2011 02:21:27 -0500

I will greet this day with a smile

What's keeping together right now till SATURDAY is

Thu, 04 Aug 2011 20:25:10 -0400

Metronomy, Everything Everything, M.I.A, Radiohead, The Strokes, Mark Ronson and TBIL and Warpaint.

I got a feeling it’s gonna be a fucking long day…

I'm in Bangkok!!!!!!!!!!!

Thu, 19 May 2011 09:20:09 -0400

What you do on a Sunday afternoon

Sun, 10 Apr 2011 06:57:09 -0400

What you do on a Sunday afternoon

promos are you best friends

Sat, 02 Apr 2011 01:20:08 -0400

got three albums for more than 25% off!! i got mark ronson and the business intl’s record collection, everything everything’s man alive and arcade fire’s suburbs.

very nice. the only fucked up thing that i bought was this nixon iphone cover case. there was a massive scratch mark on it and i found that out like later in the bus. stupid.

oh wells. of course i gotta get it changed later.

k bye.

My results

Thu, 24 Mar 2011 22:26:01 -0400

are not worth crying over. but i’m sad about it though. where the fuck did i go wrong?

Work! I thought it’d an easy one but apparently the client...

Mon, 14 Mar 2011 07:50:34 -0400

Work! I thought it’d an easy one but apparently the client wants to be more specific on how the lighting should be when the models walk lol

the end of us

Mon, 24 Jan 2011 02:50:46 -0500

something happened in the studio.

all i can say we are screwed.

that’s all.

my kite

Thu, 13 Jan 2011 11:01:00 -0500

i felt like a 7 year old once again when i got my kite flying.

the feeling was great, it was like something got lifted off my shoulders.

I AM SO HAPPY!

lol

anyway i bought the kite a week ago. it was really random.

up until today

Tue, 14 Dec 2010 16:15:00 -0500

i feel like i lost something very important

something that is close to my heart

something that defies me

apparently i lost it

i need to get it back

it’s a fucking drug

it gives me soul

it drives me and

it’s spiritual

i really hope i can get it back

god help me please

seriously…

i just had a bad dream.

Fri, 26 Nov 2010 15:42:24 -0500

i’ll cut it short. 3 of us were running away from a group of gang members. 2 of us(my friend and i) managed to get in what looks like the campus studio. i got there first followed by him. my cousin ran in a different direction. my friend shaved his head for so that they wouldn’t recognise him. i took my multi-purpose tool(that has knife) and headed to a secret passage way which appears in most of my dreams ever since my childhood.

i wanted to find my cousin out there but before i reached the exit someone knocked on the door furiously. i opened the door and i saw lady cop with my cousin sitting at the background. to my relieve i took out a cigarette, light it and sat beside him. he showed me his left fingers and four of them were gone. i cried so hard while hugging him and apologizing. he just gave a smile that is hard to forget.

this dream was really weird to me. i’ve never lit a cigarette in a dream. and i still can remember vividly what happened from the start of the dream to the end which i usually don’t. and that smile. that smile was so weird, so eerie.

i know i can’t sleep for the rest of the night. i won’t.

KAK

Mon, 22 Nov 2010 10:52:25 -0500

ALL THE BEST!!

anyone

Sun, 21 Nov 2010 12:37:00 -0500

up for harry fucking potter? i just finished dl the audio book. if anyone wants it do tell me. so yea.

harry fucking potter. lol

the intro sounds like my sister when she’s in retard mode...

Sun, 14 Nov 2010 19:34:49 -0500

the intro sounds like my sister when she’s in retard mode hehe but it’s cool in a very cool way.

ENJOI

Tue, 02 Nov 2010 02:22:47 -0400

ENJOI

Motions.

Sun, 31 Oct 2010 11:26:53 -0400

i finally finished my short stop motion clip today!! YAY!!!! it’s not awesome and it’s not perfect though. but i do feel proud because i finally accomplish what i wanted to do since like months ago.

the reason why i stopped posting was due to my work. i had been working for the past few months, doing lighting for huge concerts. so it was pretty hectic and when i worked, i didn’t get to spend time with my family and friends and my mac….. sob sob.

well i’m finally free thanks to school. so yea.

i’ll put up the clip on my next post. so get ready to be mind FUCKED people.

lol